Game is over
Game is over for Amy, one of the best singer that we have know last years , lost in the struggle to her demons and addiction...it was so obviously and still we all hoped to happy end in that story.
In the first albom franky, she sing ,"I can't help ya if you won't help yourself" still she didnt know how to help herself, seems that sinse 2006 she said it all in her albom , she don't want to go to rehab and she think she is trouble and not good, the worst enemy that you can ever meet somtimes is yourself...
A lots of pepole in the world was expected for a comeback but she didn't , she didnt belive she is good enough, her self-judging was deadly even about " farnky" that was a great albom she said after cupple of years that she cant hear him it wasnt good enough, add to that all her embarrassing and humiliating situations at press reports and the pressure to do some music and she was collapsed...so she chose to go in the eazy way just killing her self ...
Slowly and with a lot of pain, since 2007 amy was arrested a lots and was deep in drug , alcohol what ever mack her forget her unusual talent.
There is no" happy adiction" they all coz sooner or later mountain of feers and anxiety, that easily leads to violence and harm at everything around...and then staying clean and sober its very hard just to realize what you have doen to pepole that you love and Amy had fully documented ...vicious circle.
Still we have a great music from Amy that will stay with us and big massege !
Every one is doing mistakes, every one can collapse in life but nobody can run away from his pain or demons drugs and alcohol will only mack them bigger (And I know what I'm talking ) at the end it's duel.
At duel there no 2 winner it's only 1, if you losing the battle to your feers you lossing your life and becomes a dad man walking , Amy Jade Winehouse unfortunately lost & game is over for her and we lost one of the great musicians of this generation.
R.I .P hun and thankyou for a great music x
keep smiling , life is good © Lila Benharush
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